2010, a brand new year.

but somethings are just unable to be changed. the love i have for my family, friends etc.

there may be a lot of bad things in 2009, but, being optimistic, i rather look on the bright side.

i have made alot of new friends in 2009, eg. babok, sean those good things are just worth some pain. you gain some, you lose some. give and take. 2009 sat on bullet train, it went ultra fast.

some moments which i just cant catch. :( i really hope that 2010 will be a good year, and a slow one. i just cant afford to waste my 2010, since its the last year in ytss, tuition etc.

so im gonna write some things for those friends who made an impact in my life in 2009. :D

first up, BRYAN KOH! thanks a million. told you before, without you, my life just seems so incomplete. my secondary school life will be a torture without you to help me. you really help me get out of some stuffs which i cant do it alone. like amaths, my own personal problems and all my rantings, you took it ALL in. im happy its 2010, but im so sad that in a year time, we might drift apart and become not close already.. just so worried. so im gonna write here that you are the best best best friend i ever had. so i will never forget even when im like 55 years old, that i once had a super great friend like you. you gave me surprise on my birthday and we text and talk on the phone when you are in japan. it feels so great to have you. i swear. you are just unable to be replaced. hahas. thanks for reassuring me that we'll be still great friends. i love you loads.

still waiting to be the second one to sit in your ferrari!

secondly, sarah. though we arent really that close in sec 1, but you are my first friend in ytss! :D

no matter what, i still love you. but, after bryan. hahahs. dont be jealous. you are nice and he is nice too. :D you are a really soft hearted girl and you tear easily. im sorry that i am just unable to see you cry. i will cry when i see people cry. :( so DONT BE SAD. when you are upset, always think of me. i will be here no matter how late at night it is. i hope sarah can be strong and dont tear easily. i dun wanna hear you choking on your tears so badly. i love you tons. :D

thirdly, huimin. hmm, you are a very easily fickled minded girl. no matter what, i hope you will follow your heart. dont worry about what others think. believe in yourself and seanyip. i believe he can bring you loads of happiness. i worry less about you cause you are a strong girl. and i love all the ice cream dates i have with you. i miss you and love you alot. :D you are not alone. if seanyip bully you, tell me kay?! i will box him. remember you always have me. :D btw, stop saying im just 3 years old. im 3X5=15! im 15 years old!! RAWR :O

followed by weifun. hmm only get to know you this year.. you are a tough girl. from a lot of things, you never gave up and is always self-motivated. just want you to know our clique wants you to be happy. and you must follow you heart to where you think you are happy. nobody can force you. smile loads okay? hahas. and thanks for the domo. HAHA. weifun is a pork belly girl.

always know that our entire clique loves you alot, dont feel left out when you are with us okay?

love you. :)

angel! you are a super nice and funny girl. i know that life have been tough for you. but, dont be sad. on every friday you still have me! :D thanks for really cheering me up when im super sad that time. your chocolate and notes really helps alot. and that im super touched for the things you have done for me, like sewing of domo, and finding me late at night just to cheer me up.

i never forget anything that you have done for me. and i really appreciate you. you are super easily to be with and i can really laugh and go crazy when im with you. stop saying im childish. im mature! :D hahas, hope that we'll never drift apart and can still be super good friends when we are old. hahas, can you imagine meeting up at chongpang for dinner when we are 50 plus, 60 plus? hahas, really hope we can last that long. and feel free to talk to me at anytime when you are unhappy. :D "you just dont understand" actually you do. :D

then SANTA! hahas, shall not reveal your name here. since i dont want people to know who you are. hahas, you are so nice that i really have nothing to say of you. just really super ultra nice. im so happy that i have actually know you in 2009. really. though we have just been friends for a short period of time, but you are the one i know i really can trust. thanks for always entertaining me and listening to my rubbish and bringing home my poa textbook. but why are you indirectly helping him accidentally?! hahas. its okay, since you are santa. wanna know why i called you santa? cause you said you can grant my wishes even if christmas is over. and you said you will try to grant all my wishes! hahas. you are seriously a very NICE person. dont doubt yourself. ;) believe in yourself and have confidence. THANKS LOADs. hahas.

sorry, i know there are alot of people who made an impact in my life. but im too lazy to type out so many.. :( hahahs. im so happy that i can bring my friends over to 2010. thats the best part of a brand new year, with the same good and nice friends :D happy new year :D